omg!! i juz remembered i don blogg abt nationals!!!! itz such a big event! nationals TOTALLI RAWKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can?? hahas... though we din get top we still got 2nd for c divisions [[we beat SPORTS SKOOL!!!]] and 3rd for b divisions!!! so kool rite.. st nicks got top as usual la.. nvm we still rock! we haf done our bez le!!! lalalals too happie to blogg le!!!!!

juz changed my bloggskin so nice.. if onli i can put music.. lyk erm.. "everytime" hahahs.. shit g2g

many things haf happened during this period dat i haf not been bloggin.. too much... sum tings r juz much tooo depressing for words to describe... sumtings dat happened.. i hope the person hu haf done it will be him... haish... life ish unfair!!! y carn i get the tings i wan? i onlie onlie wait... wait for the future to reveal itself... ya... i'm sounding so poetic... wadeva itz spelled as... but ya i haf been feeling empty lyk the whole world ish in a blur... den time ish lyk moving on so quickly... i carn seem to catch up... i dono i alwaex end up crying for no reason at all... been having mood swings... i feel vewi lonely lyk no one cares abt mi at all thou i noe there r pple who cares abt mi... but wadz de use i still feel the same.. i haf to act strong but deep inside i'm feeling totalli helpess... i feel useless in all i do... LIFE SUX!!!!!!!!!!!

EMPTY
 
fustrated of your silence
the eeriness of the lonely feeling in me
haunts day and night
leaving me in depression
 
i hate the tension you hold up
when my questions are not replied
i don't want to be kept in secret
the feelings of your heart
 
when will you hear me out?
when will answer me?
my cries are ignored
always not comforted
 
i await the day patiently
of your replies to my heart
to let me see hope
or to let me give up
 
-geraldine

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i'm feeling so damm slpy n sick... in de skool's com lab now... trying to control those runny stuffs frm coming oout.. so disgusting.. shall end las... coz horz.. sum gurl called harry keep disturbing mi.. lol (((((:bb.. going toliet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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todae lyk usual was a typical skool dae... n super tiring... damm slpy.. having to c our new form teacher face.. grrr! i hate her... she's so dumb lorh... todae we were lyk todae self-marking for our holidae sci hw... den got one q is ask de chemical reaction which we r supposed to sae if itz entho or exdo..... den she was lyk " i din teach u tis topic... so i dono... i am juz following de answer scheme dey gave mi!!" wadeva las... so wad if she din teach us dat topic?? she's a SCIENCE TEACHER so she should noe lorh... i mean if she can get her pay bcoz of a answer scheme... i'm a professor le lorh! lyk wadz her prob las?! i hate her!!!!

n i juz found out dat de maris guy dat added mi in friendster long long long long time ago.... is a guy frm my sci tution... he juz replied mi after lyk a few months.... lol... den wen he ask if i wen to sci tution on tue... i was lyk omg!!! coz i found out his name was andy!!! arrgh!

so.. i guess i g2g..... happytreefriends got sum prob carn watch.. haish.... bb pple! taKkaiRe~