let's just say i beginning to fall into depression again? n i so dumb dat i actualli let a p6 kid fool me todae? what's wrong with me these days? why can't i just pull myself through for once?
okae.. forget abt the para above.. x country sux-ed din get what i expected.. should have eaten den wouldnt puke.. haish.. it's ok.. i will go for top 30 next yr.. will train hard..
just put braces todae.. lyk totally yucks can? hate it.. itz SO wierd! haish.. guess itz for my own good bahx...
i passed my maths! can u lyk believe it? n it was not too bad la.. lyk MUCh higher than i expected.. hehex =)
those notes you wrote me
i've kept them all
i've given a lot of though of how to write you back this fall
with every single letter in every single word
there will be a hidden msg
about a boy who loves a girl
todae's 2.4 lyk totalli sux can? thou i improved.. itz onli a
mere 10 seconds onlie lor... i wanted lyk 12min30seconds below.. but onli got 13 min 14seconds lyk wth?! shouldnt haf stop.. haish.. nvm still got A! -hmpfh- next yr can improve much more..don care..
wen going to hearttland waiting for bus at caltex.. i was doing sum stuff wif laura's fone.. den tis bus came.. so i look up.. saw mao cheng in the bus.. ya.. i was lyk oh shit.. wth? den he look at mi den turn awae tao mi.. den gwen was walao.. so tao.. either he carn regonise u or act blur.. den i was ylk aiya.. hu cares? lol
mi gwen laura n suzzane wen for lunch at heartland macs den after eating gonna do sum mugging... den suddenli tis ah ma juz appeared bside mi and took my fries.. i was lyk damm shocked.. not mi ALL of us.. we all lyk goldfish
[[translated to eng la.. she was speaking in chi]]
ah ma: oh.. i take ur fries ok.. cos my throat cannot eat too much.. so i take k?
me: thinking [[ she juz took still ask mi can take or not? can i sae no]] *juz stare at her wide-eyed*
ah ma: i can take ar? k.. OH! i took two.. hahah *she continued toking abt her throat n she carn buy smaller packet of fries
me:thinking [[tis ah ma sounds nice but still damm scary]] *continue starring*
ah ma: *said thx and left*
us: haven get over shock yet*
omg.. it was damm wierd la.. but ya we continued eating lor.. hahahs but still find it damm farnie.. lol hahhas.. so dumb la..
ting i gonna stop here le.. tatax
do you have a quick temper?
: Sometimes.
what do you do when you're mad?
: depends
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
: Umm. Hit someone?
if you can take back time, would you have never done this?
: lots of stuff too many to name!!made anyone cry when you were mad?
psyhically hurt someone when you were mad?
: Yea?
do you curse when you're mad?
: Stupid question isn't it?
crying section.
when was the last time you really cried your heart out?
: last week
ever cried yourself to sleep?
: yea! loads
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
: yes..
ever cried over the opposite sex?
:erm... ya
do you cry when you get an injury?
: yes... sumtimes onlie... if itz realli painful
do certain songs make you cry?
: ya...
can you make yourself cry?
: Uh. My eyes get teary when I yawn... --"
pain section.
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?
: erm... no comments
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?
: Uh. don ask mi
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?
: Ehhh..... You wont wanna know.
how depressed can you get?
: VERY!
do you inflict pain on yourself?
: yesh
happy section.
are you normally a happy person?
: on the outside
what can make you happy?
: loads of stuff
do you wish you were happier?
: ok la.. i tot tings thru but i still got alot of problems
what makes you the happiest?
: dono...
is being happy overrated?
: not realli.. itz a virtue.. i'm beginning to sound lyk ermm sumone
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?
: Yea... =D
can music make you happy?
: Uhh.... depending
ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?
: yea. my frens n family
did you ever love a person, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?
: Uh.yes!
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?
: yes
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?
: Ehhh... ya
hate section.
who do you actually hate?
: sum pple.. not realli hate juz carn be bothered wif those pple
ever made a hit list?
: Not really.
have you ever been on a hit list?
: how am i suppose to noe?
are you a mean bully?
: i am! i lyk to bully clarice hehes jkjk
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?
: yes once...
do you hate George Bush?
: I don't really give a damn about him.
s e l f - e s t e e m section.
is your self-esteem extremely low?
: Uhm. Can be at times.
do you believe in yourself?
: In a handful of things.
when people say they think you are goodlooking/pretty, do you deny you are?
: Uh. no.. i juz pity them for having no taste
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?
: dono... but i noe i'm not dumb if not i wont be in cedar girls'
ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?
: No. sum other stuffs bah
are you happy with who are you?
: so-so la... i love being mi! but i hate being mi too! eh.. contridicting
Your soul is bound to the
Burning Rose: The
Rapture.
"I go where my heart beckons me, and I go
with my head high. But sometimes, I get a need
until I bleed so my heart swims above my
head."
The Burning Rose is associated with passion,
intensity, and desire. It is governed by the
god Eros and its sign is The Flame, or Physical
Love.
As a Burning Rose, you can get lost in the moment
if you let yourself. You are a very physical
person, be it in relationships, work, or play.
You may be driven by your hormones sometimes,
but you know it's because you have to follow
your instinct.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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whee~ todae celebrate national day! quite fun la! hafta to wear red n white bought the op white boardshorts! =) hahahs... was quite bored at first wifout sharon they all but got clarice la.. den wen we were watching the outdoor celebration la... mdm er was lyk " aiyo hui ying ah! u wear how many layer?" [[translated in eng la]] den she went to pull my sb la! den i was lyk "yu lao shi! datz my bra la!" den she opps! so irritating la... hahas.. quite farnie la actualli... clarice luff untill cannot stop la.. den the marching was ok la.. national dae msg everybodi were lyk "time to sit down"!!! hahahs.. so lame lorh... de red cross fancy footdrill was super cool... [specialli at the last part wen dey went back to normal marching positions.. but one gal screwed up a bit.. her steps were too small at first den she was trying to get back in line.. but overall was still super zai! =) den at after the national athem tis gurl laughed DAMM LOUDLY LA!! den the teacher looked up n tot dat it was us! how could she.. we were all lyk wth? we r so dead la damm disrespectful lorh.. walao! de dances were all ok... the dance club ting is so lame la.. yk damm ez lorh.. not much effort put in lyk dat.. den naz, aisha n nurul danced.. dey had to put sum hair connector ting... so wierd.... don lyk....
went for the indoor celebrations later... i lyk the line dancing part! dere was one ah ma den she shake her butt so cute! den later one ah gong performed spinning his umbrella on a pen.. lyk magic la.. n de throwing up of the umbrella n opening part was so farnie n cute lorh! hees =) later they gave us light sticks cos they gonna switch off al the lights during singing! n guess wad dey did! the frnt pple on the gallery were given sparklers to plae la! den it was super smoky after dat so dey had to open the doors and ask the vips n grandparents to go to the canteen for food... den we carried on singing! n the skool went siao lorh! lyk running abt n screaming n jumping n cheering so fun! throat was a little pain after dat.. now itz dry.. nvm can drink water.. hahahs =p
after dat wen to bowl.. but had to wait.. so ya we wen to macs to eat first.. 5 of us shared 20 nuggets so nice.. yummie! hahahs... den later wen to bowl one game.. den wen home lorh.. n ya i'm online hahahas!
oh no! i ting i juz got jansen into trouble coz lyk his mum picked up.. n dn his dad answered den i hurry put down his fone!o no... i'm dead! how??
[y do i keep going around screwing other pple's lives??? =((]
