i'm dead
so so so so dead
i have alot of hw that i need to hand up tmr:
1) a maths set a [which i'm currently doing]
2) a maths set c
3) a maths textbook [done]
4) e maths textbook vvariation
5) social studies
6) physics 10 years series!!!!

CRAP!
i'm looking forward to tmr night, hope to have a great time and have a short but before going to the concert i have finish my tuition hw!!! which i havent really touched. okay bye, i'm here going on and on abt how i need to do my work and yet i'm still typing all these shit. i notice my hands are not really obeying my thoughts!
OKAY! SHUT UP!!!

just to add on! ru's latest entry just reminded me that i missed "passion of the christ" in matt's church!! cos i have STUPID ENG TUTION! i'm pissed now >=/

i have learnt a great deal from flag selling today, i finally know how those pple who sell flags feel, it's really not an easy job especially if you are standing for more than 5 hours. i will donate in future if i meet any in the streets even if it's only 10cent!
i had quite a few good encounters, but the bad ones are the ones that really make their mark in your memory.
firstly, this old taitai looking woman was like don block my way lah! walao at least she cant smile and say sorry or thank you right? smack her lah. =/
second this ang moh was like get away and sort of pushed me away! i see what he feels if he have to do flag selling for 5 hours, i bet his legs will CRUMBLE! hmph!
then this woman, she was like starring with a killing look and then roll her eyes! freak man pissed me off, later her eyes drop out then she know.
nvm, i wont let this expreiances affect me, cos there are many nice people out there. :)
oh and anna if you are reading, thanks for donating. i know it was a bit err-ish to ask you to donate but hahahs THANKS!

we went to take neoprints after that me vi pris and rochelle

i officially hate von dutch!
especially the imitated type

YUCKS!


today was dead boring. tuition tuition tuition. i kept yawning, was nodding off. oh and for some reason i saw a lot of guys in pink. PINK POLO TEES! do they have the sense to look into the mirror and realise that pink is so not their colour. all the ah bengs think they can appeal to ah lians if they wear nice pink polo tees =/

i'll buy them each a full length mirror if i strike it rich 20 years down the road

i finally went out today. watched mr and mrs smith, quite okay, think the fighting part should be shortened. was getting a little boring. anyway thanks tim for treating me! (: oh! and accompanying me to watch!!! yay!!! if you are reading this, be honoured! lol

i decided to do some self reflection. and i found out that i feel really unaccomplished in many aspects of my life. take for example my homework!!! let's not talk abt work. relationships, everything is going on just quite fine. i often see young couples holding hands, hugging, kissing like they are happiest. but sometimes i really wonder if all this is worth it when everything jus dies down. imagine the pain. but as humans [even if we do give that a thought] dont we yearn for that little bit of love and care from that special someone, even if it may be for a short while, the world seems to stop for that second when you like or love him. you would do anything to see them smile and laugh, to see that they are truly happy even it means giving himt o someone else. and then we have to endure all the bitterness when they talk happily abt the other people they like and deep in your heart you know that special someone will never be you. what's the use of wasting all your time on him you may think....

love tortures one.

my holidays are cramped to the brim, well almost. rewind.........

1st week: tuition work plus a tiny winey bit of sch holiday hw

2nd week: thailand trip with pris rochelle vi and evan :D SHOPPING!!! whee!!!!

3rd week: grandma had stroke ): had to go back to take care of her in malaysia, but she's much better now. change face >>> :) smiles pray for her!

i'm left with one more week to finish my pile of hw! AND! i want to go out at least one of the days!!

help!
someone help me!!

i'm gonna cancel on that pair of levis jeans and sandals from my shopping list!! ahahah! cos i bought them already! my goodness i love my daddy, he actually bought it for me!

talking bout my dad, WELCOME BACK DADDY! i love you, really missed you these 2 weeks! xD thanks for ALL the chocolates! i'm gonna grow fat these 2 days, and my bro better not finish the chocolates while i'm away or i'll slap him!

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to add on to the shopping list:
i want a pair of sunglasses, nice earrings, another earhole and ermm zen neon and many more. lol

YAY! i'm gonna shop my asss off during the weekend!! here i come!!!

i just cant seem to get into the mood of working hard, my attitude towards work really disappoint me. sometimes i really hope that i have no maths tuition or maybe once in a fortnight. or maybe i was born a genius so i don need tuition just a once in a while revision. okay i dont know why in the world i'm rambling about all these? guess i'm really sick of starring at the pile of work on my table.
adios


how am i supposed to tell him that i like him?