time to relate abt what happened on friday[racial harmony day]!!! :D
it was so fun to be in a sari! green me shuen vi jeannie li ming seok! so cool everyone looked so pretty! lilin looked very pink-ish and graceful and woman-ish and beautiful in her baju kerbaya! clarice in her tomato sari and ARUNA! she looked so classic and high-class in the black cheongsam! we had lots of fun taking photos! :)


we even went to town. me shuen and li ming we were talking in crazy indian slant[spelling?] and even went up to this lady and asked her to help us take a picture in crazy indian slant. it was super funny! :D

today i am sick! my voice changed! tution was boring and tiring. went shopping with family later bought 2 tops and 1 skirt. x) met hanqi surprising from bukit timah to j8 never would think that i will see him at j8 but it was fun talking to him :D

bye i'm tired

i didnt screw up my chi oral!! i got 22/30 coolness x) i'm really surprised!
eng oral wasnt that bad despite my stupid scratchy throat and over-flowing nose. mdm nur made me feel very comfortable :) i was NOT jittery at all! i was very calm for the first time, read the passage fairly well i guess. i just had this sea of calmness wash over me after praying! :D so nice
hope i'll do well

i wanna take lots of pics tmr! :D

i have a freaking cold, feel quite feverish! sore throat! blocked nose!

CHI ORAL! argh i'm like failing. i could read the passage perfectly well during the prepartion time except for 2 words but once i saw the teacher my mouth just didnt coordinate well with my brain. or was it my brain that didnt work together with my mouth. anyway i'm just screwed lah! i paused for like a million times which is obviously not good at all! and the conversation! i didnt know how to express myself in chi so i skipped from one point to another again and again. with alot of "and then"s and "lah"s!!! english plus singlish, i just couldnt help myself, i'm a true blue Singaporean! :(

NVM!!! it' over! now i shall wait patiently for my english oral on thursday!

i kept falling asleep in class today.
chi:
i was sitting STRAIGHT in order to keep myself awake but the next minute i heard mr chan saying "huiying bu yao shui le!" i was like dozing off with my back vertically upright! coolness lol. then clarice was like talking to me and i fell asleep.... x)

a maths:
i was writing the answer down and my pen just slid one whole line across the paper cos my brain shut down together with my body. jasmine was asking me something but didnt realised i couldnt concentrade at her question at all! haha

nvm enough about sch!

i went to little india to buy my sari! :D

i had cca election speech today! i was so nervous, i was like shivering couldnt stand properly or i will fall from the jelli-ness! i was so relieved and scared abt everything that i teared after i completed the question and answers part! goodness never knew i was that scared

SHUEN LIN! is so mean she don want to tell me anything hmph! heh


thanks everyone! those who have encouraged and helped me in any other way
vi
shir
clarice
hanqi
eldora

byebye i'm gonna stone ;D

i'm sick! argh! nvm i'm still quite happy and high haha i dono why maybe the fever has got into my poor head xD well, i have been walking the the rain for 2 days and previously i already had cough so it's not surprising that i'm sick.

went to j8 today with shuen and li ming, took neoprints after a long long time it was so crappy can? the machine was so super fast. then after we went out the the decorating booth, thinking that we were supposed to choose there, and we waited and waited and waited till smart me decided maybe we were supposed to choose inside! and when we went in, left with 9 seconds to choose only and we were still dilly-dallying. so at last we only chose 2!! we thought the machine will be clever enough to help us anyhow choose! BUT NO!! idiot man so waste money, we were laughing and being irritated at the same time! rubbish :(

bye

maybe just maybe

i went out finally! :D went to bugis at like 10.30 in the morning madness like 3/4 of the shops were not open. was eating breakfast real slowly, li ming like rushing for dono what eat till so fast. tried on some tops from topshop really like one of the white one, but i was BROKE! argh! nvm, shall not waste money. then went to town ad continue walking. yea and we found this nice wonderfun shop in paragon that can be added into our list for prom dress shopping. the dresses were fantastic but the price was even more fantastic! hahahs we were really bored so i ended up in 7 eleven reading cleo :D then li ming walked me to lido to meet hanqi so nice of her

yep, i watched war of the worlds with hanqi, he paid for me :) really nice feel quite guilty. the effects of the movie was quite cool especially the one with the woman blasted right in front of the screen quite sick though. oh wells hahah then we went to far east to look for his bag then i had to go home :( mum wasnt in a very good mood oh man. was looking forward to being out for a longer time, nvm there's always a next time. got to know hanqi even more. sorry i was so quiet, people shy! HEH! let's go open a hotel together! x) so fun! hahahs yep

here's the hug i owe you -huggies- :p

i got nth to write


awww life is unfair, i thinking about alot of things

we must learn to balance between work and play! so that we will be happy and be kuai le! ummm hanyupinyin? hahahs who cares

have you ever asked yourself if you are happy? sounds simple but not that. most pple wil say that they are happy yet sad. that's my case too hahhas contradicting

give it a good thought! x)

i see a small little improvement in my attitude towards homework, i'm glad to see that :D i'm even doing my chi on the day itself, which i always dont cos i will hand in late for abt 1 month! LOL! this shows how serious i am!! :D -beams- and then i touch my hw once i reach home instead of doing everthing except hw.

i somehow thinks it's cos of mrs chia, something abt her makes me wanna do my work, even if it's not a maths. who cares, i'm gonna work hard and get 10 marks or less for end of the year exams! okay, seems pretty far-fetched but it's JUST 5 marks lower than my mid year exam L1R5!!! geraldine! you can do it!! i'm so motivating! WHOOHOO! xD

i like sitting with jasmine, it's quite a new expreience, she's nice and really good cos i get to concentrade in class [not that i cant concentrade while sitting with clarice, maybe i really cant! cos clarice is too amusing! :D heh] and i'm sitting near the fan so it's cooler. BUT something was very disappointing! i was nodding off at the end of geog lesson, luckily it was only the last teeny weeny part. clarice and jasmne both claimed that i was sleeping like really sleeping. maybe i really fell asleep like how i always fall asleep in the toilet in the morning. x) wahaha yes! i do fall asleep in the toilet. it's pretty comfortable for a dying-to-sleep girl. heh! i'm lame

-let's motivate each other on! be optimistic!! (:

i'msadi'msadi'msad!!
I WANNA GO GOOD CHARLOTTE'S CONCERT!!!

freaking irritated, boohoo!
cheryl you better not go to make me jealous and you jean!!

everything has been very sudden for me
a few weeks ago, my grandma was recovering and now she's just lying in a stage of sub-conciousness. what am i supposed to say? or feel? she is just hanging there in the middle of the two world cos of her oxygen mask, there want to remove it so that she wont die peacefully. but wouldnt that be murder? dont they think it's cruel? okay maybe it's notcos the chances of her survival is like 20%. i'm not a doctor i cant heal.

my mum scolds me and say that i dont have a heart, she says that i don seem to care about her well-being! freaking shit! i do have a heart and i do feel kay? i just dont want to cry, i dont want to show how sad i am. she doesnt see me crying when i see my grandma lying on the bed, so sick and tired.. well, if that's what she thinks so be it.

and shut up you morons! stop blaming my third aunt for not taking care of her well! it's not her fault! she has done her best for her always giving her the best of everything. if you all don want to care for her don push the blame to anyone!

okay i need to calm down bye i'm gonna stone or i'll starting crying

-life is unpredictable

i'm like so sick of everything, i feel so so irritated with the whole situation and i don have anyone to talk to! :( i feel so screwed

i cant be stumbling into yet another round of depression! i hate that feeling of emptiness in me even if i'm when i'm talking to someone! yes, i like someone and it's torturing me, i never felt this way before even with my ex, my ex disappointed me greatly. i'm sorry but it's a fact i have told myself to admit it. things cant go on like this, or something bad is sure to happen. i have sat down and teared on several occasions for no reasons, okay there is a reason for the cause of me being sad and everything, but at the point of time i was just stoning not thinking. it's complicated, too complex for me to explain or for me to even unerstand that kind of feelings.

truth hurts]]

i watched INITIAL D today!! actually it's yesterday cos it's like 12++ in the morning but whatever you know what i mean. x)

jay chou is so blur and funny and cute in the movie, never knew i would think of jay chou in this way. hahah people who like cars, jay chou and TOFU should watch! ;p

thanks jin for treating me! you are such a nice cousin, there are you happy now? HAHA! yea, but really very nice saved my life if not i wont be able to buy my shirt and hanqi's present already!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAN! while you are getting drunk in your chalet and leaving your comp on and wasting electricity, i'm wishing you a happy birthday!! :) i know what you can wish for, stop being so horny! HEH! ;)

yay! congrats to decon on winning!! you guys rock man, rock like anything. went to cats music awards yesterday!

cat high is really big, thought it was really small by the look of it from the outside but when you step into the sch you will get lost. cat high music awards!! goodness! so damn fun man!! i loved it but we sat at the wrong side of the hall, our side wasnt that enthu, when the cedar row cheered they just diao us, pluck out their eyeballs man. it's meant to be a stand-up-and-rock kind of event not a sit-down-cross-your-legs-and-watch event, it's a rock concert! not a choir concert. nvm, it was still fun, we will always make things fun.

the lighting really put lots of atmostsphere into the whole thing and my fav part was the band part! so cool! specially decon got their own style.(: and the mc, mark tan or something, was really cocky. he did a really good job (:

i having stomachache now! i dono why damn pain! nvm who cares i wont die

and cat high is like super bloody rich!!! they gave of 2 ipod shuffle and 1 ipod mini!!! dang!

yay! i gonna watch initial d tmr with jin and shopping!! xD