okay, let's see. christmas wasn't cos of some stuffs but i still met li ming and like usual photo whoring time!

li ming cooked curry and chiken filets!! the chiken is super nice! but soe chao tar, not really her fault cos the thing dono why cook so fast, like you turn your back then look, BLACK already! haha whatever and i cooked cheese pasta, haha actually i didnt cook it, i just boiled the pasta and then heated up the can sauce thingy. BUT! HEY! i can cook pasta like real one, not can thingy! just that not enough ingredients lah. hahah

after dinner[we didnt finish it], went to try the eyeshadow, haha mine was quite okay but mingming was was perfecto!!! i tell you! she looks GREAT with a DARK PURPLE coloured face!!! :D thanks to me, she found the secret in looking her best! HAHA

ALL THESE BEFORE THE NICE EYESHADOW!!!


i ahve no idea why this pic is som small
AND! my boobs are not big


i was TRYING not to crack up but obviously as you can see, it's not very successful


i really hope everything will be fine between my parents......

anyway, countdown!
4 more freaking days to NEW YEAR!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!! (:

"All I Want For Christmas"

Take back the holly and mistletoe
Silver bells on a string
If I wrote a letter to Santa Claus
I would ask for just one thing

I don't need sleigh rides in the snow
I don't want a Christmas that's blue
Take back the tinsel, stockings and bows'
Cuz all I want for Christmas is you

I don't need expensive things
They don't matter to me
What I want can't be found
Underneath the Christmas tree

You are the angel that tops my tree
You are my dream come true
Santa can't bring me what I need'
Cuz all I want for Christmas is you

I don't need expensive things
They don't matter to me
What I want can't be found
Underneath the Christmas tree

You are the angel that tops my tree
You are my dream come true
Santa can't bring me what I need
Cuz all I want for Christmas is you

All I want for Christmas is you
Yeah all I want for Christmas is you

my fav christmas song (: and i really like it when the girl in the movie "love actually" sang it!

okay i'm in a random mood to blog! wahahah!

okay firstly i'm gonna start off with my ambitions (:
some of the options i have:

1) speech therapist
don laugh some of you, some lame people told me i cant speak properly myself, still go teach people! LOL idiot people got money can liao don care, and it's nice to work with kids

2) open my own bridal shop with one or two or my friends (:
haha maybe i should put that as my first option, it's very attractive lah!! haha i should talk to li ming about this tmr and bribe her to do this buiness with me next time!!! xD

3) air stewardess
hoho, i think i'm having alot of fantasy, but i can get to travel alot! but i don like thick makeup and RED lipstick.. oh wells.. this is just an option.. hahah

and it's like 12 more days to sch reopen!!!!

PROS: i love sch! and i get to see my friends!! and just get prepared to work towards o levels!! i decided i wanted to go to VJC afterall.. it's back to my previous option

CONS: i haven finsih my holiday hw-.-" NVM!! tmr i going on a holiday hw spree!!! brace up girl!

anyway tata i ran out of random ideas LOL

an EARLY

MERRY X'MAS!!! :D

HEYY EVERYBODY!!!! it's my birthday today!!! (: YAY!!! haha
went out to meet shir, jk and tim first to take my pressie!! YAY! hahait's so ex i feel guilty!!! oh wells...
then mingming!! haha had a very fun time with her!!! (: at east coast, cycling and WALKING! lol hahah then we met some perveert black guy who wanted to take pics with us for some crappy history thingy like dots.. HE TOUCHED MY BUTT!!! ASSHOLE!!! then this guy asked us to join his bbq -.-"
nvm we had a yummy dinner my parents treat us! ((:
li ming just left my house hahaha i love her!!! if only shuen could come...

pictures to feast your eyes:



my beautiful pressies!!!!!!!!!! :D



at east coast!!!! evening time



after dinner, at my house!!! you know why liming is so happy? COS I'M BESIDE HER xD



while liming was using the comp, i was busy taking zlian phots =p haha

anyway something from my photoshoots:


and.... me and MINGMING!!!!


i love this pic alotalot and mingming of course!!! ;D

okay that's all peeps tata!

i'm totally beat after today's photoshoot! it was crazy with mingming, deborah and amelia haha

was supposed to meet at habourfront at like 8 but only ben turned up around that time, peter was supposed to drive and pick us up when we call. lawrence the santa was LATE! like freaking late cos he woke up at around 8 -.- but aiya nvm.. at least he came if not we would have died under peter's clutches.. okay firstly according to amelia, he's abit pervert and secondly the first impression he gives is horrible, especially with his CURTAIN CENTER-PARTED hair omg! i cant believe anyone could ever have that hairstyle.. not to forget it was geled. ommg can just faint if you see him.. okay i know we seem very bias lah.. he's still okay after doing a couple of shots with him.. but lawrence is the best!!! i love his shots can!!!

4 of us like split into pairs, me and li ming went with ben and peter first while deb and amelia went with lawrence when he finally arrived =p so we started at palawan beach, the small island which was joined by the bridge. it was quite erm mono.. cos all we do is sit on rocks or stairs.. and all amost the same AND they don want to show us the pics -.- dots yea, when we wanted to leave that place we had to crossed the bridge.. i tell you the water level went up to directly under the bridge, some parts of the bridge were wet.. it felt like we were walking on water! how cool is that!? x) then we sat the open air tram to tajong beach.. the tram driver so cute lah, he kept telling us that the sea was very beautiful today and it's very super rare that the level rises so high till the bridge is touching the water and he's so enthu and everything!! haha

then we went to change and we came out peter , ben , deb and amelia were gone. and lawrence brought us to this place, it's beside the beach and it's really cool, hard to descirbe, no one goes there at all!!! i will upload the pics when i get ((: and his poses are really good, and the location is so special, not like those normal beach happy happy stuffs

after then went back to the beach, got drinks.. we were dehydrating like siao!! and i jug of pesi is 12bucks!!!! only enough for 3 people!! HAHA NVM! PETER PAY! =p we bought 2 jugs so 24bucks! sentosa is for rich people LOL and then peter and ben left

so me and li ming took a couple of beach shots.. i love it, sentosa should just pay us to be their beach girls XD lol!!! i'm going siao, then we went to the haunted house to do soe shots... SO FREAKY that place was giving the creeps.. and stupid liming!!! let me tell you what she did:

me: [clutching her hand tightly as we walk through the grass towards the rundown house]

liming: [turns slighty] whispers: and why is there a little boy standing there?

me: [eyes dart around wildy, freaking out like crazy and my heart was pumping like siao]
WHERE GOT?? don bluff me..

liming: got...

me: [insists that she's bluffing thought i was very sure if i was right cos her expression was very scared]

SHE BLUFF ME! IDIOT!!! HAHAH stupid fat pig! haha then the four of us were freaking out, refusing to go to the second storey until lawrence say just do at the stairs but we just somehow got coaxed to go futher... we were taking turns to shoot. then we passed this really dark room.. i was taking care to look just stright ahead and not into the rooms but amelia asked us to lookinto one..
there was a board with some red writings: AH CAI!!! HELP ME!!
okay it was obviously fake but it's like still freaky.. then during my shoot, me and amelia heard loud footsteps nearby, bu tthe rest didnt.. BLAH!!! nvm..

we did grp shot, it reminded me greatly of those posters of bands.. hahah oh wells.. after the shoot we were dead tired and we sat the bus back to habour front mall and i went to eat with deb and liming!! frist time i survided without food for like almost 20 ours.. must have been crazy then on the mrt we slept like pigs.. actually only me and liming.. haha

anyway!! I WAIT FOR THE PICS!
ciao

whee! gonna do a beach shot tmr! yay! haha (:
i'm really excited, so is ming ming i'm smart so i know what's she thinking bout xD -smirks-

will post the pics when itt's ready!!!

i bet you guys missed me!!! awww (: poor things
didnt have much of a chance to blog these days..

SATURDAY!!!

i went ice skating with my dear li ming, i tell you it was so fun!!! haha li ming is a newbie in ice skating, but she became more pro than me.. i totally forgot how to skate and my laces keep getting undone thus resulting in bended and stif legs!
and i really want to box those speed skaters, they are so freaking irritating, they will skate in one long line and weave in and out infront of you. ALL OF A SUDDEN! omg, scare my ass out of me.. haha and li ming is very funny whenever she loses her balance, she will say "shut up" hahah her expression is very screwed and commical! xD hahah she is gonna kill me if she reads this! BUT! her comp just crashed. died, no more! heh

we fell down a few times cos of the stupid speed skaters. then they was this very very cool old man, when he skate his hands will sway about like he's dancing. damn cute! hahah

and i got nth to blog, too lazy the tv is distracting me xD

ciao loves!

screw it! i'm so irritated that a dream can affect my mood so badly!! =((

WARNING: if you cant stand those stupid romantic books.. or hua chi kind of speech or whatever gushy stuffs and it will make you feel like throwing up, i seriously suggest you leave now! thank you!!!

i woke up today at about 12pm, thinking it was 10pm cos that's the usual time that my mum wakes me up. oh wells, that's not really the point. i was sitting up recalling aboutwhat i dreamt, it was somehow quite clear in my head but i could feel that bits and pieces of the dream were already beginning to slip out of my head...

i dreamt about someone[not going to mention who] and someone i really think is very sweet and nice but she was the one that made me cry in the dream, not entirely her the other person too who is a he. yup... it's quite embarrassing. the dream i know is in malaysia and three of us were in the coach travelling in malaysia at the backseat. i liked him in the dream ALOT! in the dream mind you.

and i cant really remember whether she liked him. but the whole journey they were like acting really lovey dovey and stuffs, her laughing, him all radiant and smiling and chatting happily and i was left sitting in the corner. actually i was left, i more of excluded myself and i cried in the corner, no one knew. both of them tried to include me but i just told them i was tired and wanted to be alone and stuffs so they gave up trying to get me to joke with them. i was jealous like crazy!

and then the coach stopped at those places in malaysia where there are toilets and places to buy some food, so i ran down and tried to hide in the toilets thinking that the bus should should just leave without me. SO! that i cant see those two so happy together. BUT for some reason, i decided to go up the bus, and qute unexpectingly it was pretty pretty empty except for him and some other people. so i went to sit at the second row. oh! and the seats are special! no backrest
=/except the last row lah..

she was wasnt there. i was kind of alone with him, and he kept trying to talk to me and make me laugh, but i wasnt interested, couldnt bear to look at his face. he called his brothers to sit with him at the back [dono if he has any brothers in real life or not lol] yea and then the brothers were poking me and spraying me with perfume so i just shouted across and back and laughed abit but never turning back to look. then someone tapped me, i just thought it was his brothers so i turned back finally! and saw him and he tried telling me i was the one he loved all the while and i turned back and covered my ears and stuffs.

then suddenly he just tickled me, i half-laughed and half-cried and he hugged me from behind! okay it was a really nice feeling in the dream.. lol abit no effect buy telling you guys reading by words. but it was a really heart-warming feeling. and SHE HAD TO APPEAR!!! she wasnt like very angry or something, she told me, "but you never really cried, so i thought you didnt care" it's really wierd!! i dono why!! oh wells.. but it kindof had a happy ending.. rest of dream i forgot...



this stupid dream made me keep thinking for the whole afternoon till i cant concentrade in doing my work.. i kept trying to imagine and relive all the happy moments and imagine what it will be like with him.. but! i don like him or at least i never really thought so.. maybe only once, he's someone very mysterious.. difficutlt to understand.

i don want to get so carried away like the last time!!! it isnt a nice feeling when you cant get what you want!!!! i hate it alot!!!
BLAH! why must dreams feel so realistic but yet! you know it will never happen!!

i guess it's what i really want.... maybe a little.....

just to add: i'm not that kind of girl who likes guys easily, in fact i only have 2-3 major crushes!