to him, i understand (: i don want you to feel bad, this have been totally wacko!

and to those friends, thanks for being supportive of my rubbish all these while, love you guys

i have been having lots of wierd moods recently, from pissed to silent, to irritating people, to crazy!

mood swings, that's what they call it,

going to airport to study tmr...

prelims, i dread it,
2 days

these days...
i dono how i feel anymore
i just feel so empty, void totally gone
just laugh with everyone and i no longer cry when i'm alone, only in my dreams
i wake up almost everyday with tears in my eyes

i cant feel anymore, like my heart has taken a holiday, told me it doesnt want to hurt anymore

gone cold

and the rain trickles
chills and freezes her spine
deep and beyond
the delicate pure
bare skin

mocks and cackles
the evil thunder
stop taunting her
run away
don't watch her cry

oh, let her breathe
let her go
send those strong winds away
break their strangling grip
free

High School Musical - Breaking Free

troy is cute (:

A1!!!!

i got a1 for my chi! oh yea!! oh YEA! anyways it's really unexpected, cos i thought i was screwed when the teacher told us that there were only 29 a1s in the whole level, i was like totally heavy and dead and stuffs! and when i sawthe front people of my class checking their marks, it was kind of confirmed, those who were much better than me were like crying and almost everyone were crying. then when pris told me i got a1, i didnt believe, i was in the huh mood. i thought she saw wrongly or something. then when it was my turn to check, i was like shivering, couldnt even sign properly lah, my hands were shaking like crazy.

then.. well it's kind of sad, i wanted to turn around and like YAY and SCREAM and HUG someone, but almost everyone was crying.. and i couldnt help but cry when i saw rochelle and pris and shuen! so i cried! oh gosh!!! you guys can do it!!!!!

it's really scary, the feeling of anticipation...

anyway, went home after amaths extra lesson and BATHED AND WENT OUT TO J8 to catch LAKEHOUSE with jin!

stupid show! so confusing for what! change here change there.. but i understand the story!

BUT THERE IS A BIG HUGE GAPING LOOPHOLE!!!!!

how can HE revive from the dead, it's so stupid!!!!!

whatever... draggy and long and not very touching at all... i didnt even cry! which means it's bad cos i cry easily!
BLAH!

the only part i thought was cute was when they had their first fight through the letters, spastic man!

nvm!!! (:

YAY a1!!! NO MORE CHI FOR PRELIMS AND O LEVELS!!!

okay NDP CELEBRATION!!!
(:

yay!!! so fun, i think yauyau rocks man! he put in so much effort even though he's like a malaysian! LOVE HIM MAN!!! will upload pic together with him next time heh

yutaki! okay whatever, thou shall not gush about him like a stupid kid!
he's just dances well.. professional kind of way! HEH
BLAH! TOOK PICTURE WITH HIM!!!!!!!!! STOOD BEHIND ME!!! PUT HIS HAND OF MY BACK!!!!! okay LALALA

there LIMING! you missed out the real fun!!!

:D

okay i miss him.... not in the like kind of way, just the atmophere he can bring to the whole school when he's around! okay i so totally hope we can use mass dance for aces day! *cross fingers* when he says, " COME ON!, YO! PUT YOUR HANDS UP!!!" haha spastic
(((: love his hair though
we can have more stipes! OH! i'm so gonna join studio wu!!!!!! (: with shuen and pris

SHIT! my chest feels like something is pressing on it!!! cant breathe properly!
HELP!
i'm serious like literal!!!

I HATE DAY DREAMING! )): i'll move on... i'll try


anyway here's a pic of yutaki, table top dancing as mr yau says so HEH

i'm the pits somehow, now

i dono why, my heart feels terribly heavy

silence
i have been day dreaming alot
alot
thinking of stuffs that will never be possible


to marcus: love isnt suppos to hurt, BUT it does so much, it breaks someone heart so badly, daze and blind people so badly