((: i got edusave scholarship, top 10% HEH
i'm happy cos it's been 3 years since i got the edusave thingy, and i only got top25% last time so YAY. think that's 400 bucks of cold hard cash into my pockets (:

wanted to blog for damn long la but didnt come online these 2 days.

so it's super outdated. i'll just post pictures of monday. sentosa




our ad for poky [ i think i spelled it wrongly] rochelle: suggestive
mine: INNOCENT
























on the bus


















met nick at vivo, stupid him refused to get into the wading pool cos he's wearing jeans















rochelle says PEACE OUT!






















lameness in the pool








that thing is cute

FINALLY COAXED him, and he thinks that folding his jeans is gay. well it is kindof HAHA





marche cow. ROCHELLE SAYS PEACE OUT! MOOOO! [again]







anyway, that day was the first fun day of my post o-levels. haha i dono why. and i thought i would wake up in a sucky mood cos i was pissed with someone the night before. surprisingly and fortunately i woke up excited and high ((:

Labels: vivo

yes i'm super duper pissed now.
insulted.
i dono why but yea. i don feel respected at all. at all.
so like something you said is not important at all lah.
kiss my ass
and freak you

i think i'm gonna be fat like soon.

yes firstly, my appetite sort of came back today.
and yea i been staying at home for the past two days. doing NTH.
not cos i want to, but can you believe it no one has dated me out since after o levels other than rochelle, james[who wont be back from perth till dono when, i mean he's studyig there] and jin[who just ended her a levels today]
and i have been like sleeping every few hours when i feel so sian till i get a headache.

admit it, i have no life.
someone ask me out. whatever to chill. i don care.

hahaha yea back from prom. at the school's hall.
well it wasnt that bad. i mean yea. our sch got lots of weird freak-ish goth people. i mean yea about 10! quite alot you know. no mentions of names. i mean i thought li ming looked the nicest and normal, with her polk-dotted dress and NO MAKEUP. simplicity. hahahaha she's damn funny lah. ((: oh well. jink gang knows what i'm talking about. i did my own makeup and didnt do anything to my hair. lol

the point is, our table won the game when like 4 of us werent even doing anything, namely me, rochelle, li ing and dhilshad. HA i mean what can you say? pro lah. hurhur and cheryl won mambo queen!
OH MAN! THEY PLAYED THE DA CHANG JIN SONG! SYEYUET IS SO DAMN FUNNY. she started doing that traditional bowing thing.

dance was the start of the real fun man. girls grind girls. i mean yea, we ALL went crazy. i mean you don see the normal stuff people do. rochelle went high. i went abit. sarah was high. we were all high. haha especially since tokyo drift and fergalicious was on. HAHA

and then we met ziyan, sarah, cheryl and rachelle at esplanade cos they were staying at pan pacific and WE WERE AT SWISSOTEL!!!! WOOTS 58TH FLOOR MAN! FANTASTIC VIEW.

anyway it was the post-prom that was fun-er.
we were all ahem semi-naked, in our bra and panties only. even on the balcony. anyway nobody can see us HAHA oh well. xD
and we were squeezed in the bathtub adding bath gel and bath salt and all kind of rubbish inside. lol
and we were wearing bath robes. LOL
anyway today we suntanned at the balcony. hahah

THE END. aiya too many things to say.








will put more pics when i get them. TATA PEEPS

ketchup and chilli is deadly together. add ice cubes. stupid nick, go die. i will get you one day.
i'll make sure it's exothermic. lol i'm not pissed la, just shocked. not so petty.

She sits alone on the corner
Staring into her notebook
Looking over the poems
That are a part of her soul

She cries her silent tears
And looks down
So not to reveal
The pain in her eyes to all

She longs for love
She longs for acceptence
For someone to come
And wipe her tears away

Her surrounding
Means nothing to her
Nothing at all
It's just gloomy silence

She will wait
Till the very last
Till the world ends
There's still eternity

She watches all
Those smiles she longed for
Those hands she yearned for
To hold her when she's cold

People say she's foolish
To hold on to the pain
To waste her life away
But it's hope in her world

just something that i wrote long time ago
TATA! out to town (((:

TADA! i'm back from the neverneverland (((:
HAHAHAHAH OH MAN! I LOVVVEEEEEEEEE THIS FEELING! BYE O LEVELS! BYE HALL! BYE ENTRY PROOF! BYE TEACHERS!!
haah my brain is gonna go through oxidation and turn rusty by the end of the holidays!

anw, went to seoul garden to PIG out with 1/4 of the class today HAHAH, i mean yea, our table, me, rochelle, cheryl and pris were just dumping garlic on all the food. quite funny. nice okay?
anything was funny to us today. and stupid sernior suepervisor, roll his eyes at us just bcos we couldnt decide what soup we wanted. i mean YEA SUPERVISOR LEH!
anw, the girl that served us agreed, HAHAH then we cheered like shit. okay what's the prob with us. so attract attention. anw we sang birthday song for some stranger and YAM-SENG LOUDLY too.

haha i swear pris is turning dirty, under the influence of me and rochelle.
when we were scooping the ice-cream. we were talking all kinds of sick stuffs. the kind of sentences where you have hidden meanings.
anyway, yea, connecting with things like the flavour of the icecream, balls of icecreams, what we like. okay shut up. doesnt sound as sick here. but yea damn funny. never seen this side of pris before. let her inner cat out i think,POST-o levels set us offbalance. god knows what's that girl thinking off! HA

YAY YAY YAY YAY
i'm gonna shop till i get toned! lol

(:

maybe i'm really a forceful person by nature, i mean who wont want things to go their way? everyone wants their way. but reality just suck lah, doesnt it?

i'm not forceful, just once in a while. but judging by the behaviour lately, i can say i'm not.
i kinda bowed to fate already.
dead tired. i'm sick of thinking. sick of hoping. sick of everything. sick of me and my bugging brain or do you call it heart?

cant stand it, i getting dizzy spells again